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IronOrchid
27 March 2009 @ 06:01 am
Hi-hi!
I'm sorry that I write here so rarely...
Awww~
I finally bought electroguitar! (*_*)
This is my baby:





She is so cute~~~
I'm in love (*_*)
I will call her "Scarlet" (^_^)
Oh...
Of course she is not expensive...
I'm quite poor (>_<)
But this is my first electroguitar...
I think that it was no need to buy more expensive...
Coz I play really bad (^_^;)
I hope that my dream will come true...
And I will be a really good guitarist (^_^)
So now..
I'm so happy~ XD


 
 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: born - white harmony
 
 
IronOrchid
20 March 2009 @ 06:23 am
...  
I'm really depressed now.
Today's morning I read Rai's blog...
Em...
I don’t understood a lot.
But...
He write that he doesn’t want to write on this blog anymore.
Because he had bad memories.
Please tell me, it's not mean that he want to change the name of blog?
And that UnsraW will disband?!
I haven’t moved this...
Why they don’t say nothing and hide everything?
Fans are very worried...
Now, in general, nobody will write on blogs.
I really don’t understand...
Different bad thoughts come to mind...
...
I have cried in a bath about two hours.
And now in full confusion.
...
I cannot think of anything except this.
Also I sad all time...
And still...
Toki from VanessA has broken finger on a hand...
...
Why with all bands, which I very strongly love happen something bad?!
WHY?
...

 
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
IronOrchid
15 March 2009 @ 10:25 pm
...  
Hello (^_^)/
I'm very sick...
Oh...
Today I slept almost all day long.
And saw nightmares.
It was very terrible.
But I like when I see any dreams.
Coz I see them so rarely...
Uuu~~~
I feel myself so bad (>_<)
So now I'm going to drink tea...
And.
Ohoho~
My cat is similar to evil on this photo (^_^)



So...
See you later!

 
 
 
Current Location: in bed
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: VanessA - DANGER
 
 
IronOrchid
15 March 2009 @ 01:49 am
Oh...
I'm again ill...
So tired...
Why?
I was all time at home and not been on the cold...
Maybe due to nerves?
Fuf...
So bad feeling...
And...
Today I again saw rumors about Yuuki.
Fuck.
I really hate this kind of people!
They are fools?!
If you don't like them, for what you write this delusion?!
I'm really angry.
Yuuki needs our support and love.
He is the most talented person that I even known.
FUCK.
I want to kill somebody.
...
Now I crying...
Yes, UnsraW are so important for me.
Every day I check their blogs and try understand what their wrote.
And so nervous when they not write for so long time...
...
I'm always will be with you, guys...
 
 
 
Current Music: UnsraW - Kyuumin - Oyasumi
 
 
IronOrchid
14 March 2009 @ 05:10 am
Hello~
OMG! (*_*)
OMG!! (*_*)
OMG!!! (*_*)
I can't believe! (T_T)
Today I took peta from Soan-san on my Ameblo blog! (≧▽≦)



Moran is one of the most my favorite bands (^ε^)
I'm so happy!
Really in shock...
Wow~
Never thought that this day will come!
THANK YOU VERY MUCH! (^ε^)♪
This make my day!
Life is improving~ (≧▽≦)
My mood rise because of it
Yay! (^з^)-☆Chu!!
 
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Moran - Kimi no ita Gosenfu
 
 
 
IronOrchid
13 March 2009 @ 03:47 am
Hi...
Sick...
Sick of all...
I’m really not necessary to anybody >_<
Nobody loves me ;_;
It’s hurt >_<
No support...
Already on a side...
Some kind of mad...
What for I was born?
Fuf...
So bad mood...
I hope I will be more happy when I buy electroguitar...
But this maybe will be in a week...
Hope...
So...
See U...



 
 
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: DELUHI - リヴィングデッド
 
 
IronOrchid
11 March 2009 @ 05:30 pm
fuck!
Fuck!!
FUCK!!!
Why I'm such loser?!
I can't buy guitar >_<
Because in my town very little choice...
And firms questionable...
Certainly there are guitars more expensively...
But what for me, to the beginner, an expensive guitar?
I think, that is necessary studies on average, not absolutely bad and not too expensive...
Oh...
My town is bullshit!
Here sell guitars about which firms even there is no information on the  Internet...
They are very cheap...
I am afraid to present from what they are made and how sound...
But in our town there are almost no good and understanding musicians...
Therefore sellers bring this shit...
Fuf...
I'm so disappointed ;_;
 
 
 
Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: ネガ - Muddy Cult
 
 
IronOrchid
10 March 2009 @ 01:14 am
Ohayo~ (・ω・)/
I'm so nervous (。>0<。)
Tomorrow I will go to the music shop...
I will watch different guitars...
So scared (T_T)
I never be in such big shops...
Scared to look as loser...
But...
I only start to play, so there is no need to scare...
But anyway I'm scared (T_T)
Oh...
Really don't know what to choose...
Emm...
I have only about 400 $ for all (T_T)
Awww...
But I don't want to buy really bad guitar only for learning...
Coz I'm quite poor student, and live in town, where the girl doesn't really make big money (>_<)
WHY I'M NOT A BOY??? (TωT)
It will be more easier...
Oh...
Now I'm going to drink tea and sleep (@ ̄ρ ̄@)zzzz
See you later! (^з^)-☆Chu!!

 
 
 
Current Location: in astral...
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: DEATHGAZE - abyss
 
 
IronOrchid
09 March 2009 @ 03:12 am
Hahaha... XD
Today I watched "Screaming Birthday" of UnsraW in the tenth time...
And in my room came my dad...
He asked is there any girl in a band?
I answer - no ^_^
But he said that a drummer really looks as cute girl XD
Nya~
SHO=Girl *_*
Of course he is very beautiful, but not so similar to girl XD
But...
Maybe I simply habituated? ^_^;
 
 
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: born - Innocent Bullet
 
 
IronOrchid
09 March 2009 @ 03:05 am
Emm...
I really don't know what guitar to buy...
I'm a loser in it ;_;
Need help...
But I stoped on B.C Rich firm ^_^
I like their design!
Especially Mockingbird series *_*
I think that I will choose from these guitars:








What do you think?
They are cuties, ne? *_*


 
 
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful